Subtle Smiles!







Still trying to catch the full smile. We've seen it several times, just haven't got it on camera yet. We think the little ones are just as cute as the full smile!






Macey - 5 weeks today

Macey is 5 weeks old today already. She's been awake more throughout the day and smiling at us. She knows mommy, daddy and Cami's voices and look toward us to find our faces. Her smile looks just like Camryn's when she was this old. I've been trying to capture a shot of it, but haven't got her full-out smile on the camera just yet. She's a very content baby and loves being cuddled, which we love too! Her weigh-in last week was 8 lbs 11 oz, and she measured 20 1/2 inches, and I'm sure she's over 9 lbs and a bit longer this week. Can't wait to see her stats at the next doctor's appointment. Here's a couple shots today at 5 weeks, one with a bitty smile. We love you Macey Lynn!



New Built-Ins

Consider this a before picture. We're going to have built ins made for either side of our fireplace. We're really excited to have this done to hide away all the toys, blankets, games, and tv junk. I'll be posting an AFTER picture once it's built!

December 1 - Trip to Detroit Children's Hospital

The first of December and the first snow of the year that's sticking to the ground - how pretty! It wasn't just a memorable day of West Michigan weather, it was also a pretty important day for our new little girl. Today we drove to Detroit Children's Hospital to get some follow up testing done for Macey. They are testing her for SCADD, a genetic enzyme deficiency that was found in an abnormal newborn screen. She hasn't been officially diagnosed. That's what we're getting testing done for.

As you can imagine, worry is the first thing that hits you when you find out your newborn may be affected by well, anything. Because the things they test for are so specialized, the typical family doctor doesn't know much about the possibilities. In fact, we weren't told much more than what we could find on the internet. We were told to look for certain symptoms and if we saw any of these things, we should bring her to the ER and were given a 'golden' ticket to be first in line to check in. The particular symptoms of this deficiency we have to look for are sleepiness, vomiting, diarreah...all pretty normal things that you experience with a new baby. So my questions were, how sleepy is too sleepy? how much vomit is too much? what's considered an abnormal BM? And so the worry sets in.

We initially took her to DeVos to get some blood drawn for follow up tests. We also had to collect urine from our three day old baby - that completely sucked, but after a team effort between Andy and I, we finally 'caught' the 20 ml we needed. Those were sent to DCH and Mayo Clinic for testing. In the meantime, we have to treat her as though she has been diagnosed so we know her body is getting the food energy she needs.

During the wait for the test results, I got a call from a nurse at the Children's Hospital. that was taking care of Macey's file. What a blessing. They are specialized in genetic defficiencies, called us shortly after we were told about her results and are available to us 24/7 should I have any questions. I've used the line quite frequently. Better safe than sorry!

So her initial tests came back slightly elevated, which was somewhat good news. The good news was that a patient diagnosed with SCADD usuually tests much higher than what Macey did. The bad news is that she needs follow up testing to be officially diagnosed. That's what we got done today.

We spent about 4 hours today at the genetic clinic at the hospital. The nurse specialist met with us for quite a while and went over everything in a lot of detail. Andy and I did our homework, so we felt pretty confident in understanding all that they were saying. Macey also had to get poked to send her bloodwork, once again, to Mayo for more testing that will allow them to properly diagnose her. She squirmed at the initial poke, but then just sucked away at her pacifier as the blood was being drawn. What a tough little angel.

At that moment when I was holding her as the blood was being drawn from her itty bitty arm, I thought of all the families that have children affected by things much worse and have blood drawn daily. My heart went out to the parents that won't ever have a diagnosis to their children's problems and live in worry daily about their little one. I thought of all the kids affected by things much worse - cancer, lukemia, MS. How tough are those kids and how tough are those parents to watch their children and know that they cannot fully help them. And it was then that I felt so much peace.

We are so blessed. Blessed that even that if she is diagnosed with SCADD, it is something we can handle and she can live a completely normal life. Blessed that there is technology to know that she may or may not even be affected. Blessed to support her with all the love in the world. Blessed that people that we don't even know are praying for her.

Thank you so much for all the prayers. We will get full results back in 3 to 4 weeks. Until then we will be waiting in patience, not worry and thankful for the many blessings God has given to us.

Psalm 28:7
The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and I am helped. My heart leaps for joy and I will give thanks to him in song.